angel
06-28-2007, 06:25 PM
depression? I, like most people, had difficulties in my childhood which i seemed to leave behind when my mother saw sense and got us, as in myself and my siblings, away from the cause. Until at 16 i gave birth to my first daughter at 26 weeks, at the time i thought i was lucky for my beautiful baby girl to pull through with seemingly no lasting damage. Then at 9 months old my little miracle contracted the fatal meningitis b, meningococcal septiceamia. As obvious, this blew my world apart and natural to any mother you always find a way of blaming yourself for these things, in my case a termination of pregnancy when my dear angel was still very ill in hospital following her birth. I believed God was punishing me for not accepting his gift. Since then i have spiralled into deep depression and for the last 5 years been on and off medication but am now considering hypnotherapy. I would like to hear thoughts from anyone with time to consider, hopefully a few from those who have tried this. Thanks xx