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12-17-2007, 05:49 AM
...loniness and depression? i haven't had family gathering christmas since i was 11 years old. i am 21 now. for the past 10 years its been the same. and since my whole family died in a plane crash 4 years ago, each christmas i just sit alone in my room, i make myself a bowl of noodles and watch tv.. where they usually show christmas films where people gather in their families home, having turkey, potatoes, cherry pie, icecream, presents, loved ones.. and then i look around my single room basement, dark, empty, lonely, quiet, no presents, no friends, no lights. just me and this bowl of 25cent noodles, my cold bed and this broken god dang heater that makes my nights colder!!!!!!!!