Am missing my son and going thru severe

[anaisa]

depression. Dont have any one to talk to..? If you chk my profile it will tell you about my divorce and losing my son's custody.I havent seen him in a year now. Am too tired and given up running to the courts..I cant sleep well at nights i wake up in middle of night and start praying for him and breakdown totally..My mom too is gonig thru the same but she is much stronger and when i tell her about what i feel she simply tells me God will bring him back....Every day is a burden for me to live witout him. I spend 5 hours of my day out sometines at the seaside and every day in netcafe to keepmyself busy.I am regular in my prayers. Am i the only one who is suffering this way..Is there any mom going thru the same i can talk to?The reason my husband won the custody coz i stay with my parents who are not muslim but im converted to muslim.Not only that he has been successful buying up my lawyer too..The court accept all the untrue charges he has put against me....My lord knows that i have been a faithful to him. Infact he was the one who had headed off track.I just trusted him too much for everything and today i land up nowhere........

[halfptnohio]

Well i'm not going through this but you need to ge tthrough this immediatly. I'm assuming that your son is being taken care of my your ex. So give praise to God. I never want to imagine your heartbreak but you need to get up, step up and say to yourself this is what I want in my life. Write your plan down, obtain your plan by knowing your plan. What is your plan to have more time with your son because sitting at a internet cafe is not going resolve your problem. Also remember everyone is busy now a days so no one is going to walk up to you and give you a book called how to fix your life because simply it is your life. Make your life today. Today today today. Not one more day without a plan. Get your plan on paper and start working. I will pray for you today at 12:00 pm. Today is your day to live with a plan. YOU GO GIRL!

[lovebug123]

You live in a very different world where laws and customs are so different from those here in the US. I don't know if you'll ever see your son again, maybe when he is older, but for now it's time you to do for yourself. Even though your ex was an ass to you, if you know he will be good to your son, and your son will be well taken care of, think on that for now.

[eillem123]

I, too, lost my 2 sons to a rotten cruel man. We were married 18 years - 18 abusive years - and when I finally got fed up (he was starting to get violent in front of the boys - then ages 6 & 9) and started divorce proceedings, he wound up bribing complete strangers to testify against me for all sorts of insane things. He was earning about $400,000.00 a year when this was going on, so he definately had the resources. Anyway, I lost custody & cried for YEARS for my sons. The monster treated them just like POWs - brainwashed them into not caring about me anymore. I didn't see them but twice the first year he took them away, then only phone calls here & there. He took them 3 states away so I couldn't be with them. It has been hell without my babies. They are 13 & 16 now, & it still hurts as bad as ever. I've learned to live with it & have a new husband & new life-but no more children. You WILL suffer, but you'll also come to terms with it. I do see them on holidays & during the summer now - they insist. The monster took them away because he thought I'd follow, but I knew he'd wind up killing me or worse, so I couldn't. God will see you through.