young & stupid
03-24-2008, 09:06 PM
...ex-boyfriend? My boyfriend of 1 year grew tired of seeing me everyday & found a new interest & broke up with me to pursue her. He claimed that he still loved me & the break up was all for me, but when I asked for the real reason he said its because he just grew tired of me. Its been a month & a half since the break up. He & the girl are getting very close they go on dates and etc, but he continues to lie to me as if I can't handle the truth. I go to school with him and the girl and I have to work with him at my job. For this past month & a half I've felt very stressed out because of him, everytime I thought about him I wanted to vomit &my sides would start to hurt. When he's away I get the vomiting feeling alot but when he's right in front of me or I'm making myself be happy and have fun I'm perfectly fine. I'm really beginning to feel the harm on my body because I keep thinking of him. How can I just alleviate my stress & get over my ex-boyfriend already? I'm still in love with him.